I'd like to congratulate the authors regarding the clever naming. I totally get the Eminem's reference.

Disclaimer: Posting this comment because my colleague pointed out that I could get some points.

Kim: A JSON Serialization and Marshaling framework that Mathers

I think you just need an incentive. Try to work on problem where performance really matters such as physics engine or scientific simulator if you are not into OS stuff. You will learn to hate automatic memory management soon enough ;)